So I've not been very active here lately. Been seeing a lot of newbies and wanted you all to get the full benefit of this wonderful group.
I've been struggling with a lot of stugge latelym pain levels have been go constantly higher for months. I'm feeling as if there is no point to be around. I'm not saying that is actually do anything to myself but if something did I'd be ok with that. When I think of fighting I think of winners and losers. And when I look ahead at my fight all I see is loss . So where is my win? I dont mind struggle but at some point there has to be a lull or relief. A human can only take so much pain and loss.
I see a counselor every few weeks and I want to talk to her about this but I'm afraid she will lock me up.
Please I hope I'm not alone here. I dont mean to distrsct from anyone else's problem. Just needed to get these words out.