I go to the occupational medicine clinic tomorrow. I'm super nervous about it. I have no idea what they do I just know I got referred there by the allergist because I said I was worried that I'd get fired over my chemical sensitivities.
When I'm nervous or upset I have to keep doing something. Busy hands. Usually it's cleaning.
Today I did some laundry, made up the spare bed with the fancy blanket and pillows, bought pillows because now that there are 2 beds and a trailer we seem to not have enough and I don't share. I went shopping at costco for the pillows. 😟
And i changed the tires on my car all by myself. Probably a really stupid move on my part, especially since 2 massage, 2 physio and an acupuncture appointment later and my back is still completely locked up. Oh well. It's done. Winter tires on, don't have to worry about that now.
But it's bed time so I'm left with my own thoughts and can't keep busy and it's not good. I'm very scared about my appointment tomorrow, and I don't know why.