May be rambling here but any feedback would be great.
Me: almost 40, married to a supportive spouse, 2 fur kids, work as a private therapist for mental health.
Sometimes I know but most of the time an increase of symptoms just happen. I have been sick the last month with bronchitis, sinus infection, and vertigo. Being sick has taken a lot out of me. I am on meds but today got really naseaus and sick.
Problem is I was in between clients and I had to reschedule my next one who was already here. I also have been having to cancel part of a day or a day over the last month because of my illness.
I am tired and broke. When I don't see clients i don't get paid. Not to mention I feel really bad
When I have to cancel. I am defeated and drained.
I am supposed to travel to my hometown that is 9 hours away to visit friends and family this weekend. I cancelled last time due to being sick and I just don't know if I have it in me to travel this weekend.
I feel the depression coming on from all of this.
What should I do with the issues of having these responsibilities and just not having the strength to deal with them?