Well, starting to have the tiniest bit of anxiety that is starting to creep up in my brain. 5 days out from sedated cystoscopy on Friday. So freaking glad I decided to go with the wonderful sedation rather then doing it awake as they offered. I know that I will NOT go it alone with the help of my wonderful pain family. What also makes it easier for me is that they know me really too well in the surgery center(after 6 trips last year), and that one of the nurses there, I have known for a really long time. She said to me last Thursday that she will meet me in post-op when I come out of the procedure room and she usually checks on me when I'm first admitted. So that helps tremendously already. It also helps that every day this week is FULL with appointments, so less time I have to stress about it. Just needed to get that out.
Hey Amanda just wanted to stop in and apologize nfor not responding to many of your post its been a wikd house over here. It's sounds like you still the bowls of hell breathing down on yiu and I'm so sorry for that. I'm hoping you find a peace and a rest from your situation nsoon.