I've felt soo bad the last few days....my face pain on my left side was off the scale, it also is starting to be on more painful on my right side more frequently now as well!!! My neck, shoulders and the whole of my back have been soo painful I was in absolute agony that it's also started to go down to my hips and legs. I had to go to my cousins little boy's birthday party yesterday and the hour drive there, 5 hours we spent there and the hour drive home just added to the pain (after the party we went back to hers and it was an absolute joy seeing my two play with their 3 year old cousin that made the time, drive and pain worth it).
I've been in tears with the pain pretty much since this morning and just want to give up but my two baby's are my life and I won't do that to them.
I had my baby girl walk on my back....she's 10 years old and just over 8st, a little overweight but mainly in proportion (she's about 5ft tall and a UK size 6 shoe, the same shoe size as me and I'm 5ft 4in).....it hurt like hell but felt soo good then I had her stand just below my shoulder blades and really dig her heals in, both of us could feel the knots in my muscles as she was doing it, it was soo painful but felt soo good at the same time!!! She stopped doing it when she noticed I was starting to bruise but I didn't want her to stop because it felt like she was actually starting to get some of the knots out of my shoulders plus it didn't even feel like she was causing any bruising!!!!
Between the pain and the anxiety life is a living hell and I'm just trying to muddle thro the bad hoping that things will get better very soon 😢