I have a chronic illness (thyroid), and as I get older I feel like my body is aging quicker than my years. I have had hip issues for years and lower back pain with no diagnosis. Now I have knee pain every day that interferes with mobility. I was diagnosed with depression years ago and have been on many different meds for it. It feels like every time I feel a little better and start to make some life improvements it all falls apart. Had a major depressive episode in May, necessitating a med change and these incapacitated me for almost 3 months. Then I got married in August. As I started feeling better I started exercising and eating better. Started university last week and the walking has irritated my hips and hip flexors and knees. Now I'm having back spasms. I just don't know how I will make it through school this week. Have anxiety on top and 2 panic attacks in class last week. I just want to be ok, normal, healthy. I just want it to stop!!