Feb 27, 2017 6:47 AM
I had been in fibro from 5 years and from 2years ago, too severe pain kills me and quit my career. first 2 ys, I never meet people and just stay in cyberworld. And read romance fantasy books because it always finished with happyending. I communicated with authors and readers.
Recently I buy beautiful cloths and accessories at internet shopping and make myself beautiful and go to a general hospital. I was very dizzi and pain on all body but I walk with pride. No one understands our pain without fibro friends. I try to teach healthy people about fibro very simply.
I think all people have concerns just like disease, financial problems, personal relationship, and family problems. I don't understand their suffering. I think everyone has their cross.
Last week, It was found that my friend's daughter-in-law has accute leukemia with very severe condition. And my ex-boss mother has gastric cancer with final stage. Very shocking days...
Whenever I was in killing pain, I thought I had been cursed. And hide in room for 2yrs. But when I get out of room, I find something that only I can do. Because we understands pain and suffering. And mostly life-long. We are experts about pain. I'd like to meet them and be friends who understands pain and suffering.
In pain time we have to stop and rest but it is over, we do something that healthy people doesn't.
When tough time, we can share it in this place. We don't know eachother but I feel comforts in here because of you. We fight same pains and similar concerns and I'm not alone. You are not alone because we are your understander and friends.
I pray for you have a comfort time.