I don't understand why the world has to be this way. This family whom i consider to be a part of my own has lost their mother to cancer and now just less than a year later,her son is losing his battle to the same damn disease. And I've been too sick to even go see him and now it's too late. He's got 5-6 weeks and is so unfair. I never got to say goodbye to god mother who was like a grandmother figure to me. And now the same is repeating with her son.
I just want to be normal for one time so I could have actually taken him out and been there for the family after their mom's death. My heart is breaking and I am in so much pain physically and I thought it would be easier to say goodbye to that old relationship with the abusive ex (and it is easy to say goodbye but to say it to his face is another matter.)
The world is losing a good man. And it's so unfair. He's fought through so much to be where he is, brain aneurysm, cancer before this. Why does the bad shit happen to good people? Wth is the justice in this world?