Well sat my back started bothering me, not my normal lower back I mean yea it still hurt but there was a diff pain... Sunday still hurt so I started to rub it, I felt a lump that was 4 inches long thats where pain was centered it gets real tense in shit I been doubling up my muscle relaxers I explain him later.... So come Monday I new it wasn't right I called bump up my doc appt they got me in Tues.. Saw my regular pratitoner, not only did she use the word I hate they toss it around as if its like its a prize OH ITS JUST A FATTY TISSUE TUMOR... 😧😧😧😧WTF I HAVE HAD ONE IN MY NECK ATTACHED TO MY FUCKING SKULL THATS WHAT I BEEN HEARING ALL YEAR an a HALF NOW OH ITS NOTHING... IS IT THO??? IS JUST FINE HOW DO U KNOW DID U BIOPSY CHECK IT OUT, HAVE U SLICE SOME THING. IM PRONE TO CANCER IT RUNS N MY FAMILY I ALREADY HAD IT ONCE SO EXCUSE ME IF I AUTOMATICALLY GO TO D DAY CUZ I ALREADY BEEN THERE.... TWO MASSES... GOT THE CALL TODAY 3PM NEXT WEEK WED SURGEONS OFFICE... IM SO SCARED N TERRIFIED I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I CAN DO ALL THIS OVER AGAIN... I LOST 30 POUNDS N TWO N HALF WEEKS NOT FUCKING NORMAL BRO SOMETHINGS WRONG I WANT IT CHECKED NOW 😧😧😧😭😶..