I wish there was a way to help a child understand what I live with day in and day out.. . Right now I just want to die. I cant take this. My daigjter thinks im lazy, I do nothing, certainly nothing right. I dont know what my purpose is anymore. Feel like everything I do or have.done doesnt mean anything. Kids think im just this psychopath.that doesnt care about.them. I wish.for just an hour or two they could feel what I feel. But It wouldnt matter. I miss my dad so much, I just want to go be with him
Please reach out to someone who can help if you are really feeling that depressed. Do you have a counselor or therapist you can talk to? It's nice sometimes just to have someone like that to just be objective and listen.
It's important to have someone like that. It really helps. I understand pain and feeling horrible but life is worth living. We go through really tough times but there is always some light at the end of the tunnel, even if it seems far away. I'm new on here but so far the people seem pretty nice and non-judgmental. Maybe your community has a helpline or free talk line. Those help too sometimes.
Oh hun I totally understand! Kids think different, usually they just want what they want now. Don't take her words or thoughts on it personally. You have huge purpose in this life, for yourself, your kids & even those you haven't met, like me! You've already helped me lots thru our chats! I know you're a strong, smart, helpful & beautiful person! My parents are both gone & when all this pain gets too much & the hubbys a dumb jerk I too talk to my mom & cry & wish I was with her. But I truly believe we're here for a reason & you're needed, pain & all. HUGS!