Hi Shehaze, you also have my attention. Please call this suicide hotline to get professional support: 1-800-273-TALK (8255) . If you don't want to speak with somebody directly, please use the chat on this website http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ . Your life is very valuable. It seems like you have hit rock bottom but this community is full of examples that there is a way to get back (at least part of) your joy. Please keep fighting. Kind regards, Daniel
I have not read Shehaze67 post. But I get the Gest of her situation by reading this thread. Please, Please call someone, anyone. You can reach me at 816-809-2742 Talking with anyone helps. We all Care. I'm sure you have alot to offer, but in our situations with the pain and depression, it sometimes gets to the point where we can see only the bad - the pain - and we just want it to stop. We start to feel useless. We are not useless. Just good people with problems, like everyone else in this world. Please keep talking. Love and prayers.