I haven't slept well at all since I can't remember when. It seems my restlessness and wakefulness are increasing. Night before last I didn't sleep due to pain in my hips, legs & elbow. Last night was another rough one with even less sleep, even after a melatonin, muscle relaxer & anti anxiety med!
Our daughter came home yesterday and announced she was promoted to an accident adjustor. Yippee, hooray, so happy for her! Then she stated the job is halfway across the US...What?! She's always wanted to leave GA and now is her chance. We told her we are happy for her and want her to take this opportunity, not to feel obligated to stay here because of my health. She leaves in less than a month for 6 weeks training. Then she'll be in Dallas for her job by April.
I'm really happy for her but wasn't to cry for me. I'll miss her terribly. This is the child who never left home to live alone, she's always lived with someone (us since October). She's so far in debt she barely has room to breathe. How's she going to afford a place of her own? How's she going to afford furnishings, rent, good? Her car is still parked in our driveway because she can't even afford to tow it to repair shop. Our loaned car is old... Will it get her there safely? How's she going to get this dog out there by hi herself; he rides with his head out the window? When will she have time to find a place to live? Ugh...Omg... My tummy is in knots! I'm happy for her but worried 😬