So I got my J-tube and it's wonderful, my hair is purple, and my inscurance company keeps denying everything.
My J-tube is working great, I got it done June 20th. The first week was really bad but things are doing okay now. The incsions are healing slowly, but I expected that.
Inscurance company doesn't want to pay for anything at all. There's a chance that I might never get the SCS because the inscurance company thinks my pain is all in my head and I just need therapy. This is literally what they said. They said CRPS is a pain created by the mind and it can be fixed with therapy. It's bullshit.
My boyfriend and I are currently having extreme issues. He is being very ignorant to my pain. Especially after the surgery. I could not sit up on my own, and he was pissed at me because I wouldn't go to the zoo with him. Then on the 4th of July he came over and my incision broke open and I was in extreme pain. And all he cared about was cuddling. I was bleeding like crazy and crying my eyes out. Turns out the stiches holding my muscles together in the incsion ripped causing the small amount of muscle that had healed ripped apart causing a lot of issues. I thought I could rely on him, but obviously he just can't handle being with some one in pain. I should have expected it.
Probably a lot of things I'm forgetting to put in here but I'll remember eventually.
Sorry I've been gone, so much has been going on.