I thought I was doing pretty well with my anxiety levels and all considering my upcoming trip to the surgeon. And now thst I'm all packed and getting ready to settle in the anxiety is falling in.. my uncles came by to talk to me pray with me and encourage me. I figure tonight will be a good calming music night. Unfortunately, I can't seem to find my usual bedtime shows. Ha.. but I'm hopeful something with show up. I am excited and also very nervous just really ready for this to get started. Keep me in your thoughts the next few days.