Feeling somewhat better the a few days ago although I'm still in the fish bowl as far as my vision and I ha e the worse headache ever. I'm still trying g to to do my stretches but I'm so weak. I ha e to think on and focus on just standing. And trying to take a shower ..well last time was almost another topic so now I'm nervous to do it again alone. So I'm hoping I'll feel a bit of strength long enough to shower later. Mostly I'm in the bed. I try to stay there but mom cut her finger like the smallest little scratch so now she wants to see a Dr. Ugh...... And dad is well he is dad.. My sister is no help at all except for when she calls to complain about mom..as if I'm not living with her.. So I'm still working on lowering my stress level..not working to well right now. I just want to feel better then I am now. I already felt horrible just as a norm but feel like ur dieing for real is awful. And the Dr takes a look and see mode. But actually, I did not want to go to ER if I don't have to.