I was having extra pains during PT last week and this weekend was horrid. Once I received the pains and where the theroist asked if I was still doing my massages? I looked at her confused and asked if she ment my elbow massages. She said no..your abdominal? I had no idea what she was talking about. Comes to find out I have tons of scar tissue due to multiple abdominal surgeries. So I now hace to do myofacial massage twice a week. Part of me is relieved it's not anything serious but the other part is like damn. Now this!!
Sometimes even small "one more things" tip the balance. I got a paper cut the other day and melted into a crying puddle. It wasn't because of the paper cut...it was the mountain of pain already crushing me, and the little cut was my last straw.
Thanks guys..on top of it all this morning my friends dog died and my lawyer called me about my disability case needing just a few more pieces of information so I'm in email hell trying to ger the records sent to me so I can send them to the lawyer. Plus my dad is asking me what we r having for lunch. I'm on the edge guys.