I'm looking for advice here!
So in September I was diagnosed with grade 3 spondylolithesis so I see a physiotherapist. But recently when I've been standing around (so I teach martial arts and a class is 45mins and by the end of that if I've been dording around people I'll have a bad back)t the front of my thighs start to ache. But I don't want to say anything to mum because it could be nothing and I could just be making the pain up but I'm sure that it's there! I'm scared my mum will just not believe it along with all the other pains I've recently told her about; maybe because I've never said anything before until my back was looked into and sort of sorted so now I want all things sorted! But on the other hand it could be my l5 pressing on my CNS and lead to damage of it and affect my future. I'm just so confused! I told mum about my stuff fingers and it was looked into and I was told there's nothing so what if I tell her about everything else and it does get looked into and comes back with nothing? I'd want to crawl into a hole and never come out, I feel pain and I've never really felt much pain before always thought i had a high pain threshold so surely this is something? I want a new body, it literally feel like such a mistake it's unreal.