My stress level had gone completely off the chart this morning. I woke, made tea asked my 11 yr old to open the door . My hands being full of tea, smokes and phone. He did this the stepped aside. Im just about to step outside when i hear a loud groan behind me i turn to see him face down on the carpet which is on tiles, having a siezure, blood pouring out his nose.
Needless to say that as usual I panic instead of staying calm. Screaming for my daughter while running for his medication and trying to get it squirted up his nose as best i can.
While also trying to call ambos!!
We're now at the women's and children's hospital I'm still shaking like a nervous wreck, crying like someones died 😔😢
I have found out that mr 12 haf told porky pies about taking his meds. Hadn't been for a couple of days. I think he maybe will continue to take it religiously now. Especially when I get a daily dose box for him. Might get one for me as well so he doesn't feel like its just him on meds .
Ok feeling less stressed now I've written it down.
Just need a smoke and a coffee😲😲