Hi..everyone. So how was everyone's thanksgiving. Everyone full and on a sugar high?. Lol...has.. I am starting to come down from mine.
So the quet at hand now we have covered some areas of stress a d how to deal with it like coloring reading walking talking it out and so on. My deal is this. How do u management when you are forced to move into an environment where you have several adults. More specific you are an adult and have been on your own for 20+ years. You become ill a d you move home with family. I'm sure there is a point where everyone begins to experience the full house syndrome.
I believe some of you may have or be experienced this.
How do you what is essentially returning to childhood as an adult.
Also I wanted to say thank you to the group. Several weeks ago often I have felt as if I just needed to go away..not necessarily death but I've felt as if I needed to or wanted to disappear. Having to adjust my life in a direction I had no intention of going. Nothing is going the way I want it to. I've heard fromy disability attorney and she informed me my hearing is scheduled 15 months from now...yep no typo..15 freaking months. I've already been unemployed for a year on Dec 31. So now I'm told I have to stay in this situation for yet another year and a half. It's bad enough to be I'll bit do I have to be in lack in financial strife. Do I ha e to be putting g a strain on my family and friends. Do I ha e to do this. Why? I do have faith and I do believe however but right now I just feel as if I could go away be hidden.
So I say all that to say thank you to the group. As I was feeling g all those feelings and yet still do feel them. I remember this group. I remember I can alsway layy thoughts here and always get a positvt word or even when I don't feel like speaking or simply can't speak I can read how kind you are to each other. Which gives me hope. I sometimes doubt that this kind of hope really exsist.
Yet I still want my life back I want to help my family my parents. Heck I want to be able to ateast buy decent groceries for my family. I still have to feeling of just wanting to go away. Just hid from all the pain emotional and physical. Like go into a cocoon.
So with all that. Hope I've not bummed you out. I wish for the day when I can blow u away with awesome news of awesomeness.. Right now I'm just in a planning stage. Planing how to live a good life with the load of pain a d emotional strife I've been given.
Any tips advice ..?