Maybe I'm alone here. But I feel as if I'm on autopilot. I'm exhausted. My muscles hurt my spirit is low and stress is off the charts. I've felt a flare coming for days . been pushing myself and hitting the wall. Last night as u may have seen I was up early feeling bad hurting ect.
I need to stop ,I need to rest, yet I csnt stop ,I am not feeling any one thing almost everything all at once. I find myself staring off in space thinking if all I need to do . yet feeling my body and it not responding. I went walking this morning since I could nkt sleep and found myself breaking down. Several times whike out. Yet had a list of errand waiting for me when I got home. I feel as if I sound crazy. I'm not meaning to sound pouty or whinny nor victimized. Just wondering if anyone can relate. I'm looking for open and honest feed back. I know I most likely just need to sit down and rest which is what I'm doing now. And I don't plan to do anything else for the rest of the day.