I had to get a new phone and some how forgot my email address for here and ended up with my account I used year's ago that I thought I locked myself out of. Well I guess I am back to using this account again.
Sorry I have been away for awhile, so much still going on and stressing about so much so my chest is tight sometimes making feel hard to breathe.
My parents were supposed to be moving up here this month along with my brother and his girlfriend and daughter, but my dad's health has gotten way worse and now they are looking at chemo treatment and dialysis. My brother was also in a car wreak and it messed up his back. I will also be going to my Rhymey tomorrow morning and I am going to request to be taking off the plaquinal because it is messing up my eyes to the point that everything is blurred Even with my glasses on, I am really freaked out right now because my eyes hurt constantly and they tired all the time. Can't get into see my eye doctor who deals with the Sjogrens and does the plaquinal scans on my eyes till January. I love to read but I have a hard time doing so and after 19 mins or so I have to quit , it's frustrating. Sorry I had to get it out and off my chest somehow, I am just really scared and stressed I just don't know what to do anymore.