Okay so here's the deal. I've been with the same surgical practice since 2005 I believe. I've always had really good care from them. My question is should I stay or go? I've always been a little bit freaked out about going to the surgeon. But ever since that horrendous experience back in last May(daily dressing changes for a month or longer, open, stinky wounds, etc), I've really been debating if I stay or go. My gut tells me to run. It could just be my PTSD acting up, but if I have to go in, my body just kind of goes into overdrive. I panic and can't stop panicking until the appointment is over. It also doesn't help matters that several times in the last year, I've had to have the medical assistants just politely remind me not to move with body weight(maybe 3 times I think). Just trying to get others opinions on the subject before I run screaming. I know I'm always going to need to have a surgeon available for the near future. Thoughts/suggestions?