Sorry I have been MIA, I had to start working again and I will tell you its been hard, I have to go to physical therapy just to get by to be able to work, it’s not going so well, I’m in pain 24/7.
Things with my dad has not gotten any better, he has since had several more surgeries, think it’s #16, doctor keeps telling my mom that he’s giving up and tries to force her to sign a DNR, mom won’t do it, dad is still fighting regardless of what the doctor says, he has been moved to a critical care hospital since then. I feel like I’m losing faith in ever seeing my dad come home out of the hospital.
On the daughter front, her panic attacks are still running rampant, I had to have a conference with the school principal and ALL 8 of her teachers.. I felt like I was going in front of a firing squad to be honest, so now I have to deal with the state stepping in because of the school she missed while I was away, I have to much bearing down on me at one time and it doesn’t help my husband is very critical of everything she does and yells at her, I am very frustrated with everything and sometimes I feel like just like giving up on everything, I know they say God don’t give you more than you can bear, but sometimes I wonder if he remembers who he is dealing with. So that’s where I’m at right now.