I haven't posted in a little while but I have some cool things and not so cool things to share with you all.
Early this morning I got a call from Mayo Clinic. They scheduled my appointment and I will be there for the week of February 8th! I'm so grateful for their timeliness. Already impressed. I also had an interview today at a bank! I am expecting their call next week to see if I got the job as a teller, and for my age that would be an amazing opportunity. Tomorrow, my boyfriend and I are looking at a potential apartment complex we may like to live in. I will be honest, it is my dream apartment. It has all the works. Gym, pool, hot tub, pet groomers, lounge, heated underground garage stalls, lovely design.. ect. I have my heart set on these places and I really hope we can snag one before they are gone.
Days however turn into nights, and nights are, well.., a nightmare. I hate evenings. This is the time I get sick and then get depressed because of being sick. It's emotionally and physically exhausting. I cannot sleep normally anymore. No matter what mediction I take, it doesn't seem to help. Even my Gabapentin, now at a lower dose, doesn't seem to do the trick. I'm restless and so is my entire body. It makes my mornings so difficult since I have to get up for school every day. Sigh.
I cannot handle my depression all that well lately at night, it just gets very overwhelming. I don't respond well to antidepressants so that's off the table.
Anyways, enough with my rambling.
I'm just a huge ball of emotions. Could this be partly because of the hydrocodone? Anyone know if it's a side effect from it. Hydro's are the only thing that can help me with my pain even in the slightest.