Does anybody else just want to give up the fight! I mean fighting for disability! Fighting to do exercise and keep busy! I am not even 40 and I want this life to be over! I can't imagine living this life( not even living) for another 40 yrs fighting with doctor's trying to get some pain relief..tired of hiding indoors because of weather or ignorant people that don't understand..just diet just exercise just get a hobby! Like fuck off! This battle is endless and I don't know if I am strong enough to keep going.whats the point more pain more rejection..no one understanding..not getting disability will leave me with two choices losing my house and everything or going back to work I just can't? I am so stressed can't sleep barely eat just stopped talking to everyone because I feel like I have nothing to contribute but pain and misery..who wants to hear that??
Sorry for the rant I just am so lonely and fed up!!