So I still haven't slept...around 3:30am my feedinging tube bag needed to be refilled so I woke my mom up she got a new can to put in and got a flush and some medicine for me...as we went to do the last flush....it wouldn't work...its clogged....again....I had gotten a new tube put in about 2 weeks ago after it got badly clogged(i never updated anyone about it I just have been having some bad pain days) Its now 5:15am. After a few hours of trying all the tricks to get it unclogged...it just won't unclog. So we called the 24 hour nurses and the nurse said I need to go to the ER to see if it can be unclogged with their declogging solution(which the last time it would not work which is why I got a new tube put in) so the first time I got a tube in I was asleep because they needed to do some biopsys so I was put to sleep. The last time I went to the er for the clog (about 2 weeks ago) I was awake because I did not want to stay over night. Putting the tube in was not too big of a problem. (i have a corpac so there is this gauze like material that goes behind your septum area and holds the tube in) well the way they do that is by putting two magnets, one with the gauze, in both nostrils and go all the way into the back of your septum....and this....this hurts a lot. I was screaming in pain, and swearing, which I feel bad for btw. It took threw tried because the first two tried were done by a like damn training doctor or some thing. If I have to get a new one put in today I dont know of I want to just get put to sleep so its not painful and have to stay in the hospital for the night, or get it down awake and go home afterwards....I'm just hoping they can get it unclogged....I've been crying for almost 2 hours now just from stress I feel dizzy and feel like I'm going to faint because whenever I get paniced I faint. So yeah. Fml right now honestly.