So first thing, I have chronic migraines and the one I've currently had I got in September and that sucks all by it self BUT I have been trying cope and so things to not make it worse.
Second thing, I was living with my boyfriend but due our extremely bipolar roommate (that is ok) who likes to psychologically screw with people(that is not), when the roommate made a threat to kick me out my boyfriend felt it was best I go live back with my parents so I did. He is still living with the roommate because he can't beat the rent and he graduates school in less that 4 months and moving is a hassle he doesn't need, and I agree. And I do feel less anxiety and depression so it was a good move but I can't wait until he graduates so we can move on with our lives.
Third thing, I was using medical marijuana to help treat various things with my migraine (pain, anxiety, depression, and the unfortunate things they like to cause me) and while it is more effective than anything I've ever found my parents feel it is not effective enough (they came to this conclusion without ever actually observing me while high/sober) and I was forced to stop because I have no other place to live right now. I know I need something more than just marijuana to help me function at a better level, but they won't even let me try.
Fourth thing, yesterday I went to my primary care doctor because I needed some more nausea medicine because I can't keep down enough food. She told me to be positive and exercise more, and that she won't give me any more nausea medicine. I would love to exercise more, but I need to keep down enough food to help fuel my body so I can stand up without feeling like I'm going to faint FIRST.
I am REALLY frustrated because I'm only trying to help myself feel better.