I feel very nauseous from the pain right now.
all I did was miss one dose of medicine, and now my whole body hurts really really bad.
I'm not sure what to do.
I'm so tired! my hands hurt and my feet hurt.
I just want to curl up in a little ball and sleep.
that isn't an option, though.
I couldn't sleep right now.
I can barely see.
at least my dad should be home soon.
how do you guys cope?
I've been using my walker and jumping on one foot today.
I saw a ton of ants and had to kill the ones in sight.
it was a bad idea.
I hate not being able to move.
my whole foot is numb.
I really hope that physical therapy works.
I've heard that I have a better chance of getting better because I'm young.
it's just that this isn't what I thought I would be 14.
yesterday I got left with a random class at my school well the dance class went on a field trip to the park.
that was awkward.
I don't know what I want, or what I need.
it really sucks.
it is strange how I can feel so numb and hot cold at the same time.
I guess I'm lucky to have friends who are still willing to hang out with me.
I want to find, or create A real life support group because this is just so hard. I'm sure there are other people.
I just haven't found them yet I guess.
does anyone else love the rain?
most people who live in my area get mad when it rains, and grumpy.
I am the opposite.
I feel grumpy when it is sunny and smile when it starts pouring rain outside.
I used to be the weird kid who could go out and get soaked.
I did it because I loved it.
I haven't met very many other people who feel the same way.
I miss dancing!
I used to get up at 5 a.m. in the morning and just down and move with music until 6.
then I would get ready for school.
it was more fun that way.