Today was an awful day. I thought I'd make it through without to much fuss but yeah ., Why would I think k that? It's always something. Storms stress and pain all day. Nerves being bothered feeling alone but pretending to be fine. All while feeling selfish because I've been very self focused last few weeks. Worries over my medication and there effectiveness. Sometimes wonder if it's just best to stop taking it all. Working so hard to keep moving but the more I move physically the more I hurt. So why bother to move.
Looking at the live of people I once new and see them smiling a d having fun living life's filled with joy. I miss those days those times where life was something looked forward to. Instead of now it being something I hide from.ive said one I'll say.it again what's the point I'm so over this. I need a hand up. Tired of being positive in the midst of overwhelmed saddnsnegitivitie. 🗯😠😠😠🗯😠