I am by my standards, a most reasonable , smart, intelligent, and fun person.....most of the time. As for the other 98% of me , well; let us pray. Dear Sweet Jesus, we have come together, here, in this forum, to support,love and piss each other off. (Angelic smile)....sorry...I have already gotten off topic because I can not at this precise moment remember why I started it...shall we pause for a brief moment while I gather my mind..........AAHH OKAY. I remember now. Our brains are not normal...we have whacked out brains. Our brains don't precieve signals correctly! We don't think like other people... In other words, You cra cra..actual crazy. Our brain chemistry and pathways and gateways and neurotransmitters are whack-a-doo. A regular good ole pain med doctor can't fix it , they are working on tons of brain chemistry / membrane stabilizers/ brain communicators(so to speak).
I am sitting here at 2:00am , talking to my phone to a group of people I want in my life about us being a bit whacked out is ...kinda crazy.
We can help each other in ways that normal brain humans can not. When I tell you that my upper back and right hip has been hurting, ya all get it. In other words your whacked out brain says to my whacked out brain " girl, I understand ",/now if I say this to my normal brained Son, he says," oh, I am Sorry...etc.
I am posting this in hopes of future needs for each other to remind each
other that "people we are whacked".
I am sitting here laughing at myself when I think of future references to our woes..our pain ..our diseases. We are whackadoodles, our brains do not respond normally to anything...so please don't slap a.bitch here , I am just reminding us that we all have a lot of stress. Enormous amounts of stress. Tons of body symptoms, which we typically analyze , over analyze and almost obsess about every thing that we feel. We gotta stop. We gotta remember it may not be exactly as we think it is, I believe when I fall prey to this myself, I GET WORSE,my stress increases, my breathing rate increases, my pain gets bad or worse ...I stop having rational thoughts. I have to be reminded girl you are cra cra! LoL, honest!
I shall shut up now , please remember, it's our brains they need to work on the most as well as finding treatment plans that can help us function until future medicine is laying on a stretcher, in space, and the Star Trek doc waves this funny sounding remote control thingy over our bodies and then Puff we are up feeling super fighting aliens from other universes.
However, for now, We Got Each Other and our whackado brains to deal with. Please feel the love , please be blessed, and take any pysch meds you have! Love, my new username shall be,whackadoodles.... Lol TERRI