So far I have had my pain syndrome for 6 years. Sometimes I feel like going back to when I was five and starting over. I'm scared of being in my early 20s and not being able to ride or walk because of my legs.
According to one of my friends I have been bossy, rude and depressed. When she told me this I had just found out that I got a c in language arts. So after everything going on I snapped and started crying at school. I looked like I had just broken something. So I go to my wellness teacher she was able to calm me down after 15 min. Then today I decided not to sit with the whole group and I ask my bff to sit with me but instead she goes and hangs it with the people who were brats to me. So as usual I end up in the middle again the gril who gets easily stressed out. Sometimes do you wish that you could take a pill to make everything go away except for the ones who care about you?