What if it never goes away? what if this is it? Why can't I be healed? is there no answer? will there ever be a cure? or is it all just out of reach? hope? what bout hope? its paralyzing cause you never know it could go both ways this pain is enough to kill doesnt anybody realize I'm screaming for a change I keep thinking maybe its a dream, a nightmare but I wake up and its all the same same walls mocking me same foot torturing me I just wanna be normal again
I I'd been able to see what was coming with chronic pain. I remember my whole body would hurt, my wrist would feel like an earthquake going on in the joint from simply holding a pencil. Wonder what normal feels like. . .I was always feeling separate from the world, and still feel like life is going on but I'm not part of it. My school is getting ready for our final projects, juniors are doing standardized testing. T
Normal is overrated I just mean how society looks down and judges what they do not know or understand.. this world is truly cruel. Not earth or nature they are full of peace the only time I can bare it is when the sky opens up and rain tells you its okay to cry to not be strong lose grip of all sanity.