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May 06, 2015 12:09 AM

What if it never goes away?
what if this is it?
Why can't I be healed?
is there no answer?
will there ever be a cure?
or is it all just out of reach?
what bout hope?
its paralyzing
cause you never know
it could go both ways
this pain is enough to kill
doesnt anybody realize
I'm screaming for a change
I keep thinking maybe
its a dream, a nightmare
but I wake up and its all the same
same walls mocking me
same foot torturing me
I just wanna be normal again


May 06, 2015 7:49 AM

I am hanging on with you. I do not even remember NORMAL.....sad but true.

May 06, 2015 10:07 AM

I I'd been able to see what was coming with chronic pain.
I remember my whole body would hurt, my wrist would feel like an earthquake going on in the joint from simply holding a pencil.
Wonder what normal feels like. . .I was always feeling separate from the world, and still feel like life is going on but I'm not part of it.
My school is getting ready for our final projects, juniors are doing standardized testing.

May 06, 2015 12:44 PM

Normal is overrated I just mean how society looks down and judges what they do not know or understand.. this world is truly cruel. Not earth or nature they are full of peace the only time I can bare it is when the sky opens up and rain tells you its okay to cry to not be strong lose grip of all sanity.

May 08, 2015 10:02 AM

Keep right on venting through your writing Triquetra, you are very good at it. You express what so many feel so beautifully in that poem as well as your follow up.

May 08, 2015 12:32 PM

Thank you very much glad all can relate.

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