So its just about 1 am here, and I am having some pretty horrible pain which is keeping me up. But today I got to see my best friend, basically my sister, that I havent seen in over a year maybe. We are even making plans to hang out soon, which will be amazing. I haven't hung out with a friend in over a year maybe close to a year and half (expect maybe when I was with my boyfriend's friends. But that doesn't really count) I honestly haven't even been out of the house except for doctors appointments in a VERY long time either. So since I'm on a feeding tube and need things at cretin times she is going to come over this weekend so my mom can show her what to do if something happens (even though she knows how to handle most of my issues because we lived together as kids/young teenagers lol) I have been smiling since she got here around 4:30 and now Its 1 am and I still can't stop smiling. I even cried a little bit when she gave me a hug. She is the only person in my life that has stuck around threw my crps, my mental health issues, my trauma, my everything. I am actually tearing up typing this right now. Even though today has been a very bad pain day for me i am very happy. And this just shows that you can be in pain but still be very happy no matter what's going on.
This really wasn't a question, or advice thing but I just really needed to say how I am feeling and I know I can do it here so thanks