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Wish I could speak my mind...

Jul 18, 2016 4:49 PM

Just an observation about myself. I'm a kind hearted gentle person by nature.but over the last few years life has been repeatedly kicking my butt. Having to explain everyday to everyone what I feel on a daily basis and to have. To ensure all the little useless redderic and tis and tricks. Based on a functional idea of what heal is. Trying to find a way t process all the information a d feelings that come with this life. I love to topic going around abou bad advise. It's perfect. I've been in a high stress phase for the last several months. One thing after another one misguided comment after another. I'd love the day when I can just say shove off u punk . And up yours u A ..and just live what little live i have left.if I hear just be positive one more time ughhhh

Jul 18, 2016 5:08 PM

Hi sweetie ⚘⚘⚘

Question... 🐴 how old does one have to be... to be able to do just that?🐫

I mean... my father is a terrible racist! (You tube Alf Garnet... thats my dad!) 🐪Yet at his grand old age of 76, he gets away with it...🐷 because hes bloody old! Set in his ways...🐖(to me hes unbearably embarrassing!)

I dont want to be abusive like my father... (hes such a pig🐽)...but i cant wait to be able to say buzz off u little punk...🐫 just cos im sooooò piggin tired of explaining everything over and over and over again!🐪

Im only 44...🐪
...🐴 i cant get away with shit! Lol🐫

Jul 18, 2016 5:13 PM

I don't know what the age is..I'm 37 and having to live with my parents again after 16 years of living far away.bothy parents are up in age and my dad is sickly . My mom has had health issue and is actually upset that she is the healthiest one in the house right now. Ha..when it comes to parents in there mind you are always the child. But if u can catch them on the right day u might be able to forge some.sort of understanding. I've not yet found d that day. My sister has given up a d just disappoints my mom daliy. lol I'm not to the point t yet.

Jul 18, 2016 5:26 PM

I dont speak with my mother or father anymore..🤐. long story (i had to save my children so we cut all ties) so sad... at some point... i guess self-preservation has to kick in! 🐴
I miss having a mom tho... but it makes me always be there for my 4 children. 🐎Sometimes i wonder how i do it sometimes!🐪


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