I have had several bad days and I was wishing that it would all end. But i belive some day that they will come up with something to help us all. I know how you all feel in one way or another but I am using my grandson that we are now raising for my strength. I have to go on a long car drive tomorrow and my husband wants to take his truck and I have a hard time getting in the truck. I will have to stop several times to get out and walk but I just hoping for a miracle because I am going to a hearing to get on disability on Tuesday and I am trying to be positive but I am just really scared that I will be denied. I just want a miracle to come to me. """HOPEFULLY""""